Yes, yes, I know i might sound crazy, maybe I am, and all over the place too, but I feel some kind of a connection to you and I swear I dont want to sound like those people that were calling you saying they found their "bum", remember you were saying that in one of your videos about a vision you had in heaven about a bum who was going to spark some lwayer to do some good things and then all these people started calling you saying that it was them and they found their bum and you were kind of freaked out. No, I dont mean it like that, I mean it in a way that a part of me feels like it believes everything youre saying is the truth, like I know.I told you about my annoying shooting star experience and something electrical or moved inside of my heart at the same time that that giant star fell,that Im still confused about, and you told me it meant some kind of success, so I know that God exists too. Some of the stuff you wrote about in your books feel like a remembering to me, like I already know,the kidney shaped table with the men, us choosing to come here knowing eachother the different worlds-but i think that we the world would think they were aliens if they came here-, maybe they'll come one day and people are gonna call them aliens-thats a maybe.
I was in an orphanage too and my father is colored, i experienced rascism and hated the whole orpanage experience. I met you once and you probably wont remember this but asked you while i allready think i knew but just to hear it from you and it was "Were Jesus and Satan related"? You said they were brothers and one choose one way the other choose the other. See what I mean. I have all these weird questions I feel I allready have answers to but Im not really sure and de ja vu's inside of me, sometiomes kind of like rememberings. Even if Im wrong about this connection I feel I have with you, even if its tiny,it doesant have to be a big deal its allright, I dont want to freak you out like some mad woman, I just wanted to express it.
I also feel like I've met you before, maybe in heaven.Since I've heard about you and met you I heavent been able to forget about you no matter how much wrong I was doing, I dont know why. I think about you and your msg about Jesus a lot, even when I feel like I dont like him. Please if and hopefully you wont but if you remember my real name dont mention it on here.
I think that I've really had a good brush with the devil here on earth, maybe thats why im so messed up.
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