Im sorry if I've posted too much, but im rushing because i dont have a computer and im using someone elses.
The experience with that man was insane, it haunts me to this day. Im embarrassed to say this but i will have to, I can never be with this man because hes a drug addict and two wrongs dont make a right. I allready talked about my bad state and situation. I wonder if i was soppose to talk to him about my knowledge of Jesus? I told him a little bit and he was interested. He told me that he was looking for someone or somethiong to motivate him to get off the drugs. I admit, i hardly told him anything about anything. I also remember my friend telling me that I havce to talk to him just talk she said, dont be with him because you're both not ok, but tell him things and I was too scared because it was so real and because hes a drug addict, i was worried he was going to tell everyone. Was I wrong?
I swear, hes the cutest guy I have evr met in my life, even cuter than Brad Pitt, he looked like a prince, aside from his addiction. How did he know all this personal stuff about me? Seriously. I feel like im in the twilight zone! It was so real thu, I cant describe it. Even before we met, just the way we kept looking at eachother. It really was amazing.
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