Hello there, I'm sorry I only post messages when I have some difficult questions, dilemmas. I have posted many times, not for awhile, a couple of months I think. I usually post when I felt really bad, like my life was being smothered with all the fear and darkness I've struggled with the last few years. With the fears and all the feelings and thoughts of insanity, I have improved greatly, greatly, but still have a ways to go before feeling like I'm walking on firm ground and that I know what reality is,,, ,.,,, My question about black magic and witchcraft is what anybody here knows about it? How real is it? I've heard of some true stories about negative effects of these occult things, even though I would prefer not to believe in it, it seems to be true to some degree. The main reason I ask is because it seems to be true that when I was 1 and 2 years old, the woman who took care of me was a witch of some kind,, she would lock me in a dark closet every day, leave me there for hours, and tell me that the devil and demons were in there, and then when outside, I could hear her make strange and scary incantations. These memories are very, very vague,, and so I have doubted them often,, but others have told me that she did indeed deal in some kind of occult things,, and it seems that is effected her family negatively, her two sons were murdered in separate occasions, and some of her children and grandchildren have mental problems. I don't hold anything against her really, she is dead by the way. I only want to be free of any curses and dark powers. These evils have often made me imagine that I myself am the very devil, that I'm condemned for eternity, that all is death and darkness, all meanignless, a giant void, abyss,, that the very life I am looking at is all in my imagination, just a dream, and that in fact I am all alone, alone, no matter how many people are around me, that I am alone forever and that God doesn't exist. It is a feeling far worse than death. Please! I beg you! I don't want to feel like I am dying anymore! Please pray for me, I need salvation,, give this message to some people who could pray for me, write to me,, the waves, prayer groups, tell them to email me,, even Betty if possible. Thankyou,,, God bless you
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