Before I tell you my story I just want to say we are ALL connected to god. I'ts like electricity, the light won't go on unless it's plugged in, it needs an energy source. GOD is a major energy source , for everything.
I was always skeptical of the afterlife and who god is, always wondered why me? why pain? why do horrible things happen? why? why? why? Well when I had my OBE all my questions became just knowing and understanding.
I was sick two years ago with a very bad stomache virus ,which always feels like death. I'd fall asleep just to wake up again to vomit. Finally I fell asleep that night with no waking up . I was having a very bad dream , the bad dream was just a dream, what happen next was not. I've never said a prayer in my dreams, but I was saying the Our Father prayer in my dream ,which at the time I didn't even know that prayer, It was like being pulled right from the bad dream into a place that is so hard to put into words, I looked back at myself and wondered if I was alive , as soon as I just thought it I heard my heart beating but magnafide (sound) .
When people wonder what god looks like I think of how HUMAN that question is. Forget about what he looks like , I felt him , I absorbed him ,I never felt love like that , the most blissful feeling in the world. I was thinking WOW. I did'nt have to die to feel god? I wasn't traveling through a tunnel but I was traveling . As I was traveling I felt just knowing of everything and I knew what was on the otherside , I saw it without seeing it ,I felt it. Everything was absorbed. This is where I wanted to be,the feeling I mostly got was that it was eternity.
HUGE HUGE HUGE the most beautiful tree here doesn't come close to the size and beauty there, we are just huge. We're only in an inch of time. And god truly is everywhere and everything. If you have questions to ask god be prepared because when you just feel him there answered. Questions just become knowing.
I wanted to stay , I was almost on the otherside and I knew it , but I was shut out . Nothing or anyone said anything to me , I was just shut out, everything turned black, closed off, it was just a NO feeling. I woke up looked around and everything seemed material and tangeable . I still felt the tremendous amount of love. I looked at my daughter and said " I LOVE YOU" I mean I really LOVE YOU (she was 6 ) I never realized that god has perfect plans for everything. That day I walked around loving everyone ,even people I didn't care for so much, I felt patience and just calm like everything was just was it was , OOpppss there's a little spilt milk ,who cares. I think until we understand spritually who we are we remain just human
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